I’ve had agonising days when I doubted EVERYTHING.
Days when I back-peddled furiously to find the point when the whole world stopping taking any notice of me.
When the roar of social media became at once deafening and dumbing.
Nothing made any sense, least of all me.

With my head throbbing, heart heaving and feeling utterly spent I’d hide under my duvet feeling raw and vulnerable.

It hurt too much to imagine doing anything else but when the relenting struggle felt paralyzing it became so damn personal, the rejection acute, unbearable.

MELTDOWN

You’re in a vice and the pressure is overwhelming.
Hot angry tears flow and burn your cheeks
Resentment. How can the world continue to spin? People continuing on in their easy lives. “It’s alright for YOU!!” is your silent scream.
You can’t even begin to explain. They won’t get it. They don’t get it. They’ll just say “get a job like everybody else”

But, you’re not like everybody else.
I’m not like everybody else.

We’ve been here before, you and I.

We’re fighters, you and I.
We’ve survived before and we will again.

We’ve been here before, you and I.

This turf is our territory.
This fight is familiar ground.

We’ve been here before, you and I.

The question is NOT “Is it time to quit?”
The question is “Wanna witness my RISE?”

Because we’ve been here before, you and I.

You know what to do
You know what it takes
You know how it feels to fight and claw your way back
To RISE
10 feet tall and bullet proof
To be your own HERO.

Except this time will be different.
You’re going to be different.
Because from now on you’re going to believe that YOU’RE worthy and deserving.
YOU ARE WORTHY and deserving
YOU ARE WORTHY AND DESERVING

Your SELF-VALUE and worthiness will no longer come from fighting and clawing your way back
You quit clinging to the LIE that you’re self-value comes from being your own f—–g hero

Your self-value and worthiness will now come from speaking the truth of who you are, flawed, raw, vulnerable and beautiful.

Rise and Soar.

It’s time.